Mix raced kiddos
Him : *sharing a reels about how unique are mix race kids as they have wider range of genetics*
Me : our future kiddos?
Him : yes !
Me : lol,mi amorcito !
To be honest, the idea of engaging and in love with someone who is born and raised in a different background with me is the least yet wildest life scenario that i will ever do. For me, settling with local indo man is already enough. Well, as a matter of fact, settling with a man is already enough lol (as I almost believe to the idea that no men in this world can handle me and my personality lol).
And so, raising a kiddo in a country where i have no idea at all? Sounds like a quite complicated life project for me. Therefore, thousand times, I told him, if he is not in that place to have kiddos, I totally get it. I totally understand it, and it is all the risk that I am willing to take when I choose him. But he kept telling me, how he can see that I am really that eager to experience motherhood. That my eyes will get bigger whenever I saw those lil babies.
I mean, whenever I googling out about my favorite singers from the UK, or some famous political figure. One thing that all of them sharing : the fact that their parents are mix race or either immigrants. Ranging from Charlie XCX to Sadiq Khan.
But well, let Allah decide whatever it is. I have no idea how challenging it will be to raise a kiddos. In this economy, in this fucked up geopolitical situation as well. Not to mention, the exposure of choosing the gender that they want to be, binary-non-binary to the idea of religion as well. Well, who am I to plan everything, since Allah is the best planner.
*Note : In case anyone are interested to read the full scientific article about why mix race kiddos are more attractive lol, here is the citation
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